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Finally i have tender my resgin letter… Sometime i though maybe some regert.. no job found yet to resgin,,! but yet again i was thinking .. well.. maybe there is better road.. hehe…! Actually have went for like 4 interview… even went for like 2nd interview for almost all the post i go for..

- SAle Executive ( Decided not to give it a try.. the boss it weird.. look demanding)
- Recuritment office ( pass through 1st interview.. went for 2nd one.. but till now no news)
- URA Planning techincal office ( pass through 1st interview , 2nd one coming soon)
- Sale Coornidtor ( pass through 1st interview  , 2nd one coming )

Sometime is kind of sad… like u went for the 2nd interview n u though wow..! great chance.. but then they never get back to u after that… then in my mind i was thinking…

- maybe i am not gd enough
- there is someone better
- or my english suck

Anyway my last day will be on 2may 08.. Mr chan ( my cm) was saying maybe i should take a rest 1st b4 i decide if i should start on my new job ( which was not found yet)… i guess most likely may extent abit cos the TM don seems to be able to find someone to replace me.. or maybe he will find one n jus replace me straight away…in fact i have never take a REAL good rest after my attachment excpet for the chinese new year holiday which was given as a PH day…! n the one week thailand trip…!

Cheryl mention something to be which really i feel was a very good suggestion.. she was saying since i not going to study anymore i should find a job which i am interested on… n go on LONG TERM… don’t go look into the incentive part.. pretty true for me…! thanks her if i got a job which really goes this way..

RANDOM UPDATE

• Time pass real real fast… i really love those time spend with dearest boyfriend…seeing sis boyfriend always here to company her sometime make me think it would be gd for boyfriend to be around.. but then i know i must balance out my pirority..! still i want to say my dearest boyfriend is just so nice..
  

 

• Going to be dearest friend stella birthday soon.. buy her present already… ! with the help of boyfriend who went with me to like 2 shopping centre to choose it… i guess he is like super tired after all those shopping.. Miss lala.. the only thing we buy that day was jus your present o…haha…! so here i am to give her the hint for the present..

- Something not suppose to eat but USE
- u might have alot of it.. is jus something extra..
- Practical present as requested
- not too cheap ( of cos not to the extent of $1000)
- Cute (just like me)
- Not forgetting about the present has abit of “TAITAI” style

(p.s she would most probably know if she reads my blog)

Message for missy lala : Maybe this birthday will not be that perfect.. not much people coming.. not much fun… no boyfriend around.. but i do hope u still enjoy this day and smile for the whole day.. remember to make a extra birthday wish to pray hard that your friend get back her $$..PLEASE TAKE MORE PICTURE WITH US ON THAT DAY O..!

• Recently one of my friend going through some break up.. as i told her no matter what she do there will be people who “HATE” her..which she has no choice but to accept.. only way she can choose was not to listen… in fact i have a talk with the boyfriend b4.. i don know how guys really feel but then to me was if u really love a person is just seeing her happy more then having her ba.. like i have say to u.. when ever there is a break up there wil sure be one party which appear to move on faster ( depending on who got someone else first)… n that party would be losing out.. cos the WROLD IS NEVER FAIR..

tHINK ABOUT IT..

my boyfriend ever say this to me b4… ” if one day if we ever break up.. he would not patch with me anymore” ( sound like a threat to ask me not to break with him ).. after thinking through it seems pretty true for me… u break for a reason.. n if u patch back.. the reason will always be in this r/s unsolve.. n when somehting similar happen the “reason” always come back again n again.. n it has turn the r/s more sour…! n maybe end up is still the same..

i’m not saying like after u break u can’t patch with a person.. there is some who patch back n turn better.. but how many of this postive case in this world .. n this postive case don’t work out like in jus a few days.. it take times to adjust.. it takes time to resolve..!

pass few day alot of things come through my mind… thinking if i should stay for this job… but everytime i got this determination to stay.. there is something which stop me..

when for a interview which quite interest me.. but if i decide for that job means i have treat my cert as a stepping stone to get a high pay.. cos that job to say is totally unrealted to wat i studies .. haha.. sound quite stupid of me ( as mention by missy lala) .. but anyway the 2nd interview has jus pass so i have chance of not to get in…

Another one would be on friday… a goverment body.. mum is very interested to ask me join govermemnt body.. keep say it is good… !! haha.. but then the interview has like 4 panel and if successful i have to sign a 2-3 year contract.. hehe..!

MESSY MESSY !! Arh!! anyway i am quite determine to quit the job..! so maybe i have to xi shen my bonus.. ! =( shake head…

Well , after the decision make on monday….

This time round i went for the interview after another call from the HR person… Well.. honestly say i quite like the job scope.. just that i know that time might be different this time round as there is a new challenge waiting for me to learn… but anyway according to her tat was suppose to be a 2nd interview if the 1st one went on well…( hopefully i can get to 2nd interview)

Have a chat with the PFS friend.. discover that actually quite a number of them now is changing line like real soon.. n some who decide to leave is because of the “person” i mention.. Haix.. after talking with them the urge of not working become stronger.. but now another decision to make

To throw in my resign letter now ? reason being because i only have to wait for like 2 week before i am offically out of the company.. but i might lost the job n not get other job in future ( i know i sound quite bad.. like tkaing my current job as a back up)

To throw in resgin letter LATER . But if the confirmation letter come .. i have to serve a 2 month notice..like damm long.. so menaing if next time i have to quit i have to like quit in advance and find job letter..

not to throw any resign letter. i guess i am losing interested in the job already… hai.. =(

Well.. i guess life is full of decision now!! BUAY TA HAN!!!

OMG!!

Few days ago.. i am very determine to quit this job of mine. Reason being there is too much down recently in the job and due to a “someone” out there who make too much noise.. although not to me but i don wish to see myself in his shoes one day… n also the low pay that i am getting compare to other ppl .. haha…

So apply job via online.. and even went down for a interview yesterday.. toda suppose to schedule for another interview at this job agency.. as i was on my way there.. many thing pass through my mind.. all those passion of me liking the job in the past , touring around the estate , remembering how good some resident was , interaction with contractor and not foretting the nicest CM and HQ friend.. a sudden feel of pulling me back from taking myself away from this job… in the end i decide to turn back to work instead of going for the interview even when i reach clake quay.

i decided to give myself another chance to think again if i really wanted to quit. a 2nd chance for myself to really think again. i guess alot of people out there would eb thinking that this decision is so silly.. since i am already at that location why i did not carry on with the interview.. but the only reason i did not went ahead was i don wish myself to end up working for $$ in future…

maybe one year or 2 year down the road i will regert.. regert for not taking up a job which offer higher ( putting aside that i might jus fail the interview ).. jus like decison i have make not to carry on in studies.. not exactly i have lost total interest in studies or i wan to get marry real soon.. jus that i feel with cert n no experience i am jus another empty shell out there.. to study next time in future is always possible if i wan it… 

maybe mum or dad will be saying i should try ma.. since pay higher.. maybe people out there will be laughing at this low pay i got but still choose to hang on.. but to me i am preapre to be laugh.. preapre to be say.. jus becasue i do not wish to make such a rush decision so fast…

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Finally presented to you all the shopping spree product of me and boyfriend in Thailand ..

Total damage was around $1200 cum Food and all the things..

Estimate to have spend $350 on food and the rest on shopping and cab fare…

i’m back from my thaland trip..! like after 2 or 3 days already… till now then i have the mood to blog .. after spending sometime with dearest bf before he start work again.. spending sometime washing my clothes.. hehe..!

Thailand was really SUPER HOT! the 1st day there almost kill us… hehe..! 1st one and a half day was with parent and friendsss… was quite rush when shopping as they have only that few day to shop… sometime have to wait for them for quite long cos they was stuck in the same shop to choose n lower the price.. hehe… !

after they went back me n dearest bf shop SLOWLY … and choose n go ..! it was really quite fun i can say.. hehe..  have lots of good meal… korea bbQ , Jap Food, Chinese food , tei ban shao and of cos thai food…! 

Before we set off… Look at the bottle.. dearest bf say he must feed the fish before we go.. jus in case nobody feed them when we are away..! *Arh* no wonder mummy and daddy love him so much.. cos he care for their FISH !!! maybe more then me lo!!

OUR ROOM !!

This was the most kua zhang meal we have… is the korea bbq!! the meal was call ” family feast” which is for like 2-3 person.. but me and dearest bf order 2 set of it after we find out that one is not enough… i guess the person there must be super shock…! people near us which have 4 person only order one..! while we have 2 SET!!

dearest bf busy packing all the things we buy in zip lock bag..look at the bed behind.. is all the things we have buy.. hehe!!

so when the bf is buys packing. the gf is busy eating her chocolate..! lol…

TEbby bear ” MAKE IN THAILAND”… a symbol to represent that we have being to Thailand before..!

N lastly…! We are back to singapore…!

Our 1st meal..! yummy ! Being wanting to eat “LALA” since i am there.. but then worri that it might not be properly clean all this we decided to come back to singapore and eat..! yeah!

Finally meet up with stella n her prince to pass them the gift from thailand.. have a nice shoping trip with them around to buy BAGS! attractive yet expensive.. haha!!

Yeah! Going for holiday soon… i got a feeling that when i am back to work i will be super busy for the 1st day.. haha…! cos i need to prepare all my council meeting material within one day…! JUST ONE DAY!!  

other then work i think i should also find some time for my dearest friend ba.. don wan to be some lifeless “adult” out there who work n go home without much entertainment at all.. boyfriend changing his job soon.. going to get out of that place which going to turn into “lucky plaza” in near future… Lol..! i guess he also have things which he don bear to leave behind but no choice! People move forward and achieve a higher level…maybe this change of job had a greater challedge for it.. alot more things to learn and pick up.. things to adapt… but i believe dearest boyfriend can do it..! Jiayou o baobei!

in anyway I guess maybe i should be togther with stella one day if we 2 are unwanted..! BUT OF COS NOT NOW WHEN WE 2 HAVE OUR OWN XINFU..! jus that she change her Viwawa background to chirstmas background.. i change mine without knowing it… hahaha!

GOOD LUCK MY DEAREST FRIEND FOR YOUR TP!!